self-destruct
self-destroy
absent
give up
abolish
get rid of
leave someone in the lurch
uncoil
mismake
escape
liquidate
seclusion
shoot
unself
bail out on
peel away
walk off
betake oneself
lose the run of oneself
abandoner
cashier
impoverish
deviate
deprive
self-abandoned
pull
divert
take off
abandonedly
leave someone holding the bag
turn tail
shrink back
get away with
self-defeating
throw up
deposit
prodigal
dissolve
effacement
apostatize
get it out of my system
tergiversate
apostatise
loosen
give someone the slip
break loose
unplace
disempower
dispense with
plough one's own furrow