self-destroy
self-destruct
absent
give up
get rid of
abolish
mismake
uncoil
leave someone in the lurch
escape
liquidate
seclusion
bail out on
unself
shoot
lose the run of oneself
betake oneself
abandoner
walk off
peel away
cashier
deprive
divert
impoverish
pull
deviate
self-abandoned
take off
throw up
turn tail
shrink back
abandonedly
self-defeating
leave someone holding the bag
get away with
deposit
effacement
prodigal
apostatise
get it out of my system
dissolve
apostatize
tergiversate
unplace
disempower
break loose
loosen
give someone the slip
plough one's own furrow
turn one's back