monkish
self-abnegation
ascetical
spartan
austere
ascetic
aversely
shame on me
abstinence
needy
wishful thinking
headshake
headshaking
arrogative
unpersuasion
nonacceptation
indignity
insecurely
denial is not a river in Egypt
big dick energy
insecurity
tapas
self-willedly
presumptuous
misanthropic
asceticism
egoical
ascesis
humblebrag
cynical
misanthropical
disbelievable
selfconsistency
flake
self-assertiveness
egocentrically
deny oneself
self-deletion
autofecundation
repugnance
self-denial
self-deprecatingly
misbelieving
horror
self-control
revulsion
repulsion
self-discipline
unreality
sceptically