on the outside, looking in
social alienation
demotivated
afraid
skunk at a garden party
discourage
entirely
revulsed
amotivational
self-absorption
soft bigotry of low expectations
out of one's system
demoralised
disheartened
discouraged
purge
selfish
demoralized
prodigal
disappointment
disconnect
letdown
unimpressedness
unimpression
abhorrence
made of stone
insensitive
meh
underprivilege
underprivileged
absentation
apathy
alienate
abnormal psychology
lonely
time heals all wounds
tabu
estranging
unedifying
antifrustrationism
uneagerness
dissatisfied
tone-deaf
taboo
flustrated
willies
not be 100 percent on something
cool
parade passed someone by
unemotionality
discontent
averted
phlegm
emotionlessness
lower one's sights
go astray
indifference
zestless
impassivity
miss
impassiveness
stolidity
die
maladaptive
no good deed ever goes unpunished
on the wrong foot
idiotropic
out of one's element
thanks for nothing
latent hostility
what am I, chopped liver
cast down
tension
alienation
unmotivation
get lost
mailed-in
absence
low-spiritedness
disfavour
dissatisfyingly
badbye
remove
distrait
absentness
depression
detached
self-interest
disinterested
malcontent
paranoid
malcontentism
dislike
no chill
it's lonely at the top
uncollectedly
unhostility
nonhostility