malgré lui
weirdly
in spite of oneself
anti
counterdesire
go against
counter-intention
undesire
contrarily
adversion
to the contrary
eccentric
contrariwise
on the contrary
womanproof
desirelessness
unambition
unmaterialist
unfulfilled
disobliging
rejectionist
ambitionless
unideologically
unambitious
impossibly
fall short of
irreligious
against the grain
envy
antiestablishment
scotch
cross
spoil
frustrate
thwart
antigoal
frustrative
bilk
foil
frustrating
thwarting
unpride
antiaristocratic
baffle
antiaristocracy
queer
not give much for someone's chances
decline
go over like a lead balloon
antisociety